Trickery of the Mind
There was a very strong experience of witnessing things happening without a doer doing said things.
As I was driving back home from newly met friends’ house, it was felt that I was positionally in the back, separate, watching the body-mind driving itself home.
The mind went inwards very strongly once home, and came to see no matter what it does it will be stuck in imagery and can never watch the one that is watching. There was a clear state of helplessness but with objectivity. It wasn’t a sad state of helplessness but one of clarity.
Later the same night, a realisation that, things are just happening and it is the mind that makes narratives out of it, was had. Which in foresight is HUGE. If things just happen by themselves and it is the mind to want to be able to make sense of it all and to want to know why, makes up a story line around and about everything happening in one’s experience. Today, a whole day after that night, there was a clear seeing of the body mind working on its own and it brought forth that there in fact does not exist a doer, “me” that does things. They just happen. And it is the mind that creates the false sense of doership.
You are the witness. You are not the doer. Abide in your beingness. Pay no heed to the chatter of the mind. You are not the body. Your are not even the mind.